I'm Back

So, I have been away for quite some time. A lot of things have happened; some good and seems more not so good. But hey, I keep my head up because things could always be much worse.

The Sperm Donor never correctly replied to the papers that were served to him last month. Since he didn't stay on his toes and be sure to cross his "t"s and dot his "i"s, I am getting my way with everything. I am going to be my son's sole conservator and he only gets supervised visitation at his parents house. He also has to pay back child support along with his current and pay for my lawyer. Gee, I guess he should have paid for that lawyer he had spent all that money on last year, huh?

Lately I have kept to myself for the most part. Not really wanting to talk to anyone but the people who are around me everyday. I just don't feel like talking. I honestly don't think I have the energy or could really give a damn about much of what anyone would have to say. Who knows, maybe I am realizing that I am really not as much of a people person as I thought. The more I am around or talk to certain people the more I want to slap the living shit out of the stupid ones with a big fat frozen tuna while screaming "WAKE THE FUCK UP AND THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE DOING!!!" I just cannot believe how stupid people really are. What has this world come to?

Then there is the sadness of how many children are either dieing or being hurt by people they love. They never chose who their parents were, yet the parents take it out on them as if the child ruined their lives. I never want to work again until my children are in school and with people that I can truly trust. How can someone hurt a precious child? I would love to be able to line this people up and pistol whip them. Then, when they woke, shove a freaking knife through their chest to make sure they die slowly and painfully.

I know I am very morbid at times.

But, at least now you know why I refuse to work in the medical field.