Echo...

It has really been quiet around blog world lately. I guess people have just been really busy. I think I am finally one of the only ones who actually has to sit at the house and do nothing. Oh well. Hopefully I will be able to get out more often. My mom got a new rat dog. It's half dachsaund and half of the other yapper dog that I have no idea how to spell (the little Taco Bell dog). And on top of that, it's brendal colored. It's so darn ugly that it's kinda cute. He likes trying to chew on Tiffany's feet and peeing on mom's $250 cow skin rug...The second part of that I think is funny. Of course he is scared of John, but what puppy is not going to be scared of John??? LOL

Tonight I am so bored I have really nothing to talk about. I am hoping that Steve and I will be able to go visit an old friend of mine. She is having a little get together at her house and some of my other old friends will be there. I never really realized how many people I knew and how many of them considered me as their friend. When I got on Myspace I didn't think I was going to have that many friends. Then I actually started missing high school. Well, parts of it. Not the boyfriend I had. I think he may be one of the things I would have changed. I just miss talking to people and interacting with a real person instead of chatting with them online. Don't get me wrong, I would never trade Steve or my kids for anything in the world. Hell, I have given up more for them than anyone else or thing in my entire life. I just miss my friends. Next year I am going to school. Finally have the chance to begin my dream. The only thing I am worried about is meeting new people. I always seem to give the wrong impression to people. I don't mean to come across as a bitch or anything, I just don't trust many people. I guess I will cross that bridge when I get to it.

I am also getting tired of being in this house. I know that it is our problem for being here. Just tired of so many set backs. I can't wait to move so that I can get a job when we get a second vehicle. I hate not contributing to the family. It used to be the other way around when I was with the Sperm Donor. I was the one working all the time and busting my ass to keep my head above water making $7 an hour at Wal-Mart. I think it's wonderful that I finally have a man that can actually go out and get a real job since he doesn't have a record (thank god).

I dunno...I think I am done rambling for now. I hope all is well with everyone else.