Well, the Sperm Donor has gotten his way. I have no choice but to sign the papers to let him see John. He has gotten a court date set and I don't even have any money to pay for a lawyer. By the time I could even get the money, we wouldn't be able to move or pay for christmas. So, now I have no choice but to send him over there. I wasn't even served with papers. I have no idea why this shit happens to me...
Oh and me and the female parental unit got into because of all of this so, everything is even better than it was the last time I posted...Joy. The life of mine is so grand isn't it?
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Just another day in the wonderful life of family...
And I'm not talking about my kids or Steve.
My older sister is back in the house with us. She is in Jimmie's room, Jimmie is in the computer room with the day bed, and Steve and I are still in the add-on with the kiddos. Alicia now has the brilliant idea of home schooling her kids. Wow, aren't they just gonna have every opportunity in the world now...Her boyfriend is working in New York. For what? I have no fucking clue. So, her and her 4 kids are going to be living in hotels while he is gone...I have no idea why she is here. She has a hotel room in Freeport that is paid up until the 25th, but since she doesn't want to be alone and doesn't have any help with her 4 kids she is staying here until she can find another place. Joy for me. Instead of me taking care of 7 people, I am now taking care or 12 again. Oh, and did I mention that she is pregnant yet AGAIN!!! This is now her 5th child to be born and she is chain smoking and not eating. So, I am guessing that this is another child that Steve is going to have to pick up when he's born. She is 6 months pregnant and still wearing a size 3 in jeans.
So, again my migraines have come back.
I am sick of being here and tired of having a shitty family that only has a few good people in it. What happened to my family? What went wrong? I have wonderful grandparents who are still married and get along great with eachother. It just goes downhill from there. My mom is an alcholic; my uncle is now my aunt; my older sister is a mooching whore with too many damn kids that she doesn't even take care of right; my biological father I have never really know anything about except that he used to be addicted to Black Mollies; I never got to know my brother either. I just don't understand. Is it wrong for me not to want to be around this people and have my children be around them? Am I such a bad person for not really wanting to speak to my mom? I know they have helped me when I needed it, but they still treat me and my family (Steve mainly) like crap. Yet, the guy my sister is with can go from job to job and they can blow all of their money on only god knows what, and he is treated like he is better than everyone. Yeah OK so the guy actually gets dirt all over him with the jobs he gets. So what! The type of job shouldn't matter if you are actually working and keeping a steady job!
Anyways, off to try and get John to lay down and play with Tiff. Maybe my head will stop hurting soon...Hopefully...
My older sister is back in the house with us. She is in Jimmie's room, Jimmie is in the computer room with the day bed, and Steve and I are still in the add-on with the kiddos. Alicia now has the brilliant idea of home schooling her kids. Wow, aren't they just gonna have every opportunity in the world now...Her boyfriend is working in New York. For what? I have no fucking clue. So, her and her 4 kids are going to be living in hotels while he is gone...I have no idea why she is here. She has a hotel room in Freeport that is paid up until the 25th, but since she doesn't want to be alone and doesn't have any help with her 4 kids she is staying here until she can find another place. Joy for me. Instead of me taking care of 7 people, I am now taking care or 12 again. Oh, and did I mention that she is pregnant yet AGAIN!!! This is now her 5th child to be born and she is chain smoking and not eating. So, I am guessing that this is another child that Steve is going to have to pick up when he's born. She is 6 months pregnant and still wearing a size 3 in jeans.
So, again my migraines have come back.
I am sick of being here and tired of having a shitty family that only has a few good people in it. What happened to my family? What went wrong? I have wonderful grandparents who are still married and get along great with eachother. It just goes downhill from there. My mom is an alcholic; my uncle is now my aunt; my older sister is a mooching whore with too many damn kids that she doesn't even take care of right; my biological father I have never really know anything about except that he used to be addicted to Black Mollies; I never got to know my brother either. I just don't understand. Is it wrong for me not to want to be around this people and have my children be around them? Am I such a bad person for not really wanting to speak to my mom? I know they have helped me when I needed it, but they still treat me and my family (Steve mainly) like crap. Yet, the guy my sister is with can go from job to job and they can blow all of their money on only god knows what, and he is treated like he is better than everyone. Yeah OK so the guy actually gets dirt all over him with the jobs he gets. So what! The type of job shouldn't matter if you are actually working and keeping a steady job!
Anyways, off to try and get John to lay down and play with Tiff. Maybe my head will stop hurting soon...Hopefully...
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Echo...
It has really been quiet around blog world lately. I guess people have just been really busy. I think I am finally one of the only ones who actually has to sit at the house and do nothing. Oh well. Hopefully I will be able to get out more often. My mom got a new rat dog. It's half dachsaund and half of the other yapper dog that I have no idea how to spell (the little Taco Bell dog). And on top of that, it's brendal colored. It's so darn ugly that it's kinda cute. He likes trying to chew on Tiffany's feet and peeing on mom's $250 cow skin rug...The second part of that I think is funny. Of course he is scared of John, but what puppy is not going to be scared of John??? LOL
Tonight I am so bored I have really nothing to talk about. I am hoping that Steve and I will be able to go visit an old friend of mine. She is having a little get together at her house and some of my other old friends will be there. I never really realized how many people I knew and how many of them considered me as their friend. When I got on Myspace I didn't think I was going to have that many friends. Then I actually started missing high school. Well, parts of it. Not the boyfriend I had. I think he may be one of the things I would have changed. I just miss talking to people and interacting with a real person instead of chatting with them online. Don't get me wrong, I would never trade Steve or my kids for anything in the world. Hell, I have given up more for them than anyone else or thing in my entire life. I just miss my friends. Next year I am going to school. Finally have the chance to begin my dream. The only thing I am worried about is meeting new people. I always seem to give the wrong impression to people. I don't mean to come across as a bitch or anything, I just don't trust many people. I guess I will cross that bridge when I get to it.
I am also getting tired of being in this house. I know that it is our problem for being here. Just tired of so many set backs. I can't wait to move so that I can get a job when we get a second vehicle. I hate not contributing to the family. It used to be the other way around when I was with the Sperm Donor. I was the one working all the time and busting my ass to keep my head above water making $7 an hour at Wal-Mart. I think it's wonderful that I finally have a man that can actually go out and get a real job since he doesn't have a record (thank god).
I dunno...I think I am done rambling for now. I hope all is well with everyone else.
Tonight I am so bored I have really nothing to talk about. I am hoping that Steve and I will be able to go visit an old friend of mine. She is having a little get together at her house and some of my other old friends will be there. I never really realized how many people I knew and how many of them considered me as their friend. When I got on Myspace I didn't think I was going to have that many friends. Then I actually started missing high school. Well, parts of it. Not the boyfriend I had. I think he may be one of the things I would have changed. I just miss talking to people and interacting with a real person instead of chatting with them online. Don't get me wrong, I would never trade Steve or my kids for anything in the world. Hell, I have given up more for them than anyone else or thing in my entire life. I just miss my friends. Next year I am going to school. Finally have the chance to begin my dream. The only thing I am worried about is meeting new people. I always seem to give the wrong impression to people. I don't mean to come across as a bitch or anything, I just don't trust many people. I guess I will cross that bridge when I get to it.
I am also getting tired of being in this house. I know that it is our problem for being here. Just tired of so many set backs. I can't wait to move so that I can get a job when we get a second vehicle. I hate not contributing to the family. It used to be the other way around when I was with the Sperm Donor. I was the one working all the time and busting my ass to keep my head above water making $7 an hour at Wal-Mart. I think it's wonderful that I finally have a man that can actually go out and get a real job since he doesn't have a record (thank god).
I dunno...I think I am done rambling for now. I hope all is well with everyone else.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Something To Offend Everyone!!!
OK So, I couldn't help myself. I had to post something to make people laugh. Too many serious things going on for me not to show my true spirit. Funny thing is is that some of these apply to a lot of people!!! Love you guys!!
SOMETHING TO OFFEND EVERYONE:
What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball?
Juan on Juan
What is a Yankee?
The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone.
What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ?
The position of the dirt bag.
Why is divorce so expensive?
Because it's worth it.
What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over?
Doughnuts.
Why is air a lot like sex?
Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any.
What do you call a smart blonde?
A golden retriever.
What do attorneys use for birth control?
Their personalities.
What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife?
45 lbs
What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband?
45 minutes
What's the fastest way to a man's heart?
Through his chest with a sharp knife.
Why do men want to marry virgins?
They can't stand criticism.
What's the difference between a new husband and a new dog?
After a year, the dog is still excited to see you.
What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying?
The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no intention of driving.
Why don't bunnies make noise when they have sex?
Because they have cotton balls.
What's the difference between a porcupine and BMW?
A porcupine has the pricks on the outside.
What did the blonde say when she found out she was pregnant?
"Are you sure it's mine?"
Why does Mike Tyson cry during sex?
Mace will do that to you.
Why did OJ Simpson want to move to Arkansas ?
Everyone has the same DNA.
Why do men find it difficult to make eye contact?
Breasts don't have eyes.
Did you hear about the dyslexic Rabbi?
He walks around saying "Yo."
Why do drivers' education classes in Redneck schools use the car only on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays?
Because on Tuesday and Thursday, the Sex Ed class uses it.
Where does an Irish family go on vacation?
A different bar.
What would you call it when an Italian has one arm shorter than the other?
A speech impediment.
What does it mean when the flag at the Post Office is flying at half-mast?
They're hiring.
What's the difference between a southern zoo and a northern zoo?
A southern zoo has a description of the animal on the front of the cage along with.. "a recipe".
How do you get a sweet little 80-year-old lady to say the F word?
Get another sweet little 80-year-old lady to yell *BINGO*!
Why is there no Disneyland in China ?
No one's tall enough to go on the good rides
What's the difference between a northern fairytale and a southern fairytale?
A northern fairytale begins "Once upon a time..." A southern fairytale begins "Y'all ain't gonna believe this shit..."
SOMETHING TO OFFEND EVERYONE:
What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball?
Juan on Juan
What is a Yankee?
The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone.
What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ?
The position of the dirt bag.
Why is divorce so expensive?
Because it's worth it.
What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over?
Doughnuts.
Why is air a lot like sex?
Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any.
What do you call a smart blonde?
A golden retriever.
What do attorneys use for birth control?
Their personalities.
What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife?
45 lbs
What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband?
45 minutes
What's the fastest way to a man's heart?
Through his chest with a sharp knife.
Why do men want to marry virgins?
They can't stand criticism.
What's the difference between a new husband and a new dog?
After a year, the dog is still excited to see you.
What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying?
The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no intention of driving.
Why don't bunnies make noise when they have sex?
Because they have cotton balls.
What's the difference between a porcupine and BMW?
A porcupine has the pricks on the outside.
What did the blonde say when she found out she was pregnant?
"Are you sure it's mine?"
Why does Mike Tyson cry during sex?
Mace will do that to you.
Why did OJ Simpson want to move to Arkansas ?
Everyone has the same DNA.
Why do men find it difficult to make eye contact?
Breasts don't have eyes.
Did you hear about the dyslexic Rabbi?
He walks around saying "Yo."
Why do drivers' education classes in Redneck schools use the car only on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays?
Because on Tuesday and Thursday, the Sex Ed class uses it.
Where does an Irish family go on vacation?
A different bar.
What would you call it when an Italian has one arm shorter than the other?
A speech impediment.
What does it mean when the flag at the Post Office is flying at half-mast?
They're hiring.
What's the difference between a southern zoo and a northern zoo?
A southern zoo has a description of the animal on the front of the cage along with.. "a recipe".
How do you get a sweet little 80-year-old lady to say the F word?
Get another sweet little 80-year-old lady to yell *BINGO*!
Why is there no Disneyland in China ?
No one's tall enough to go on the good rides
What's the difference between a northern fairytale and a southern fairytale?
A northern fairytale begins "Once upon a time..." A southern fairytale begins "Y'all ain't gonna believe this shit..."
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